(Source: always-beyou-tiful, via livelovelaughdreamm)
i have never been so happy.
for so long, i have doubted myself and my abilities. that little plastic trophy and that award card with my name on it mean more than anything material: its justification. its for every time i was told i wasn’t good enough, for every time i was rejected, for each and every time someone told me i couldn’t do it. i started to believe it. the utter shock of yesterday has brought me to tears. i have renewed faith in myself, and i am so happy. i am so very happy. i worked my ass off for two years to get a better voice. its just a plastic trophy, sure. but it says Fantine next to my name.
and i will never forget how it felt. i only heard my first name, then the eruption of sound. my stomach fell out of my body and my jaw dropped to the floor. i couldn’t walk, i couldn’t believe it. i had counted myself out. taking the long walk to the stage was surreal. i have never been so happy. because now, i believe in myself again.
looking out from underneath, fractured moonlight on the sea, reflections still look the same to me
as before I went under. and it’s peaceful in the deep, either way you cannot breathe. no need to pray, no need to speak. now I am under.
and it’s breaking over me, a thousand miles onto the sea bed, found the place to rest my head.
never let me go, never let me go.
never let me go, never let me go.
be joyful
(Source: observando, via rdevine)
all i want to do is sing
(Source: singyourmind)
if everyone has the same dream as me, is it a dream or a desire?
(Source: natkvo)
